Saturday, June 17, 2006
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# 'Cause Im still here.
Forewords
//Jungsoo//
"After the trip. Ill wait for your answer. I promise."
Why do you have to leave this way? You told me you were coming back two days earlier. I had an answer for you all along. The day you left for Jeju island, i already had an answer. Everyday i waited patiently for you to come back to Seoul. I counted down the days,hours,minutes, even seconds to your return.
Is this punishment? Because i hid it all inside. If i had let you known my answer earlier, maybe you wouldnt have left this way.
You promised to wait, you promised. And you broke it.
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//Khisung//
"Mianhaeyo Khisung, we belong to different worlds. "
Is it still not enough? After the pain of rejecting me, you still have to bring me more pain? Are you trying to show me that we cannot survive in the same world?
Why did i let you go? I should have pulled you back, stopped you from going back to Seoul. Why did you have to be so different? Everyone decided to leave the day after, but you were determined to return alone today. You wouldnt even let me take the same flight with you back to Seoul.
All of us are here in Jeju Island for holiday. Its supposed to be fun. We're supposed to be enjoying. Yet you seemed so out of sorts, as if your soul's left behind in Seoul.
Is she the reason?
Kim Dongwan. The only reason why Im still in Jeju Island is because of you. I cant't face life without you in Seoul.
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//Minwoo//
"I'll kill you if you hurt Jungsoo."
"Dont worry. Ill kill myself before you do."
Bastard. Why did you have to kill yourself then hurt Jungsoo?
I've never seen my sister so miserable before?
Dont you ever think?! If you had waited for years already, what would two days do?
Why did you have to be such a fool to come back earlier?
And becuase of that, im hurt, not once, not twice. But thrice.
Hurt, because my bestfriend left me.
Hurt, because my sister's crying to herslef silently everynight.
Hurt, because the one i love is hiding herself somewhere.
Kim Dongwan. Ive befriended you for ten years. After ten years of friendship, you leave me like this.
heartBEAT_;<33'.